As I sit here on my couch smelling apple zucchini bread baking in my oven, and watching reruns of Boy Meets World, I am feeling rather lazy. Charlie is off at work for the day and Jack is fast asleep in his bed. It has been quite a weekend and I am feeling so utterly exhausted. I am really just trying to figure out what to do with my time. I could take a nap, I could cuddle up under a blanket with tea and a good book, I good put on a movie, scrapbook, or fill out a few more crossword puzzles.
However, sharing my thoughts on my blog have become my reality for the day. The only problem is that I don't actually know what to talk about. Yes, we have been busy, but not with anything exciting. Jack has actually been sick all weekend. He has had a couple colds with a runny nose, but this time it has been much more difficult. We thought at first he was cutting teeth because the first one appeared last Sunday. However, the symptoms have been a little more severe. Jack has been feverish, cranky, not eating and several other things. I have been so worried about him and trying to take each moment to just hold him tight and make the pain go away.
I think Friday afternoon was one of the first moments I just looked at my child with complete compassion, knowing he was so hurt and did not feel well as all, but yet I could do nothing. It was an awful feeling. I know there are going to be many more times in my life when Jack will have a trial or not feel well and I will not be able to help him.
Well, I wish I had more to share with you, but that is all that is on my mind. My fresh bread is out of the oven, so I will go back to relaxing on my couch, enjoy a piece of bread and wait for my little guy to wake up. I hope you are all enjoying your Sunday afternoon.
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